Towards The Tunnel
Posted on July 5th, 2008. Filed under: Daily, Rantage.My life is quickly changing.. I don’t exactly know if it’s for the better or for the worse (obviously hoping it’s the former). I’m going to have to adapt to these changes asap or else I’ll ultimately become a sorry motherfucker. I need to accept the things that are laid in front of me and receive them with open arms. Some people have got it worse, so I should keep in mind that the world’s not over yet and it’s not gonna end soon. I don’t know what I’d be if it weren’t for my amazing parents who are constantly talking me out of feeling shitty all the time. Huge props to my mom and dad.
I have officially crossed over to what they call “the real world”. It doesn’t get much clearer than this. I’m just hoping there’s a light at that end of the tunnel, so bright that it’ll blind me to happiness.
Edit: Reading this post again almost gave me a heart attack. This has been the most honest I’ve felt in weeks, in terms of being honest with myself. Holy moly cheese and rice!!! Hahaha, loosen up time.
July 5th, 2008 at 5:29 am using Camino 1.5.5 on Mac OS X
Hey! Just read your entry…
I kinda’ know how you feel… Sometimes, when things move to quickly and change it’s like a nip. “OMG what’s going to happen next!?” ha ha.
Don’t worry
- Just take it easy and let it take it’s course… It’ll turn out for the best.
D
July 5th, 2008 at 3:30 pm using Mozilla Firefox 3.0 on Mac OS X
While reading your entry, bigla nalang nagplay yung ‘Everybody’s Changing’ by Keane sa utak ko. Hahaha! :P I think it sortakinda fits the mood for your entry.
I’m scared of change and I’m scared of facing the real world. At my age, I should be learning to be independent.. I am, but I think I’m not fully embracing being independent, I still ask my parents for a lot of things. :|
Hahaha, ang hirap maging honest sa sarili no? Lalo na when you have to express it in words? *wink wink*
July 6th, 2008 at 11:12 am using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.15 on Windows XP
so you graduated na. so don’t feel shitty all the time. some people who have genital warts have it worse.
July 6th, 2008 at 12:04 pm using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.12 on Windows XP
I’m sorry to inform you that at the end of the tunnel is another tunnel.
July 6th, 2008 at 4:37 pm using Mozilla Firefox 3.0 on Mac OS X
Pat: I haven’t graduated yet, sadly
still got a year to go. My life is making a turn right now, but it’s expected. I was just in denial I guess.
Coroner: Um what.
July 8th, 2008 at 8:05 am using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.3 on Windows XP
WHAT, i haven’t commented on this post!? But I’ve read it last week, though.
What can I say - this post is so YOU at Livejournal. SRSLY! :d
July 9th, 2008 at 3:20 pm using Mozilla Firefox 3.0 on Windows XP
I keep hoping to see the light at the end of the tunnel as well. Everything is just so crappy right now.
July 9th, 2008 at 7:29 pm using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.15 on Windows XP
Kulang nalang, boyfriend! At manalo sa lotto!
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